Subhanna'Allah! Avastasin, et Eestis on lausa mošee ning väike Moslemite ringkond.

Otsisin ringi siin hiljuti, et kas Eestis halal liha on võimalik kuskilt osta või tellida, kuna me Sultaniga pole kumbki suur kala fänn oleks natuke lame Eestis olles ainult kala süüa. Pealegi, kui tahame pulmapeo korraldada, oleks ju ka vaja midagi rohkemat lauale panna. Nii ma siis googeldasin ja avastasin, et Tallinnas peaks olema halal restoraan, tahtsin selle restorani kontakt andmeid, et uurida, kust nad oma liha ostavad ning et kas ka mul oleks võimalik, seda tellida ning täitsa juhuslikult sattusin lehele www.islam.pri.ee kust lugesin, et Eestis on avatud mošee, kus antakse Islami loenguid ning araabia keele tunde. Seal lehel on nii palju toredaid asju, näiteks kirjutavad Eesti moslemid sinna oma loo, kuidas nad Islami leidsid, mis on jube tore lugeda ning sain enda loogi sinna saata, mille peale mulle öeldi, et see ilmutatakse nende veebi ajakirjas "Iqra" NEIL ON OMA AJAKIRI! I'm over excited man! Neil on Eesti keelseid raamatuid ka Islamist, millest ma kohe päris mitu oma Kobo'le kenasti laadisin. Kui keegi huvitatud on, siis need on päris tasuta ning lisaks sinna mošeesse tasub kindlasti kohale minna, sest ma nägin pilte näitustest, mis tunduvad jube huvitavad. Oeh, ma olen ikka täitsa rõõmupall hetkel.
Vähe sellest, et ma oma halal liha probleemi lahendatud sain tänu neile toredatele inimestele, lisaks veel kõik see. Veel üks pühjus, miks ma Eesti tulekut ei jõua nüüd ära oodata. Nii tore, nii tore.

Never thought that I would face such idiots in the Uni! Thought this is a place for mature people but apparently I was wrong. Bare kindergarten crap going on there. 

Maybe when I was a teenager I found it hilarious if someone came school drunk but c'moon, it's time to grow up. Guys in our school are still in that teenage stage. And not only do they come school, get drunk yeah, they bother everybody and drag more and more people into this sh!t. Once one of their FRIENDS got so drunk that he was throwing up and passed out at the hallway, them lot find it funny?! WTF?! What an idiot do you have to be. And then shouting all over the place that it ain't your fault because you didn't hold a bullet on his head. You know what, you probably didn't and he shouldn't have such a week boy to go along with it but you are his friend and if you get your friend drunk (whether its your fault or not) you take care of him and make sure he don't get into trouble. You don't laugh and spread the word that there's something to see at the main entrance. And at the end of the day if it wasn't for you lot he wouldn't have drank. Let's be honest here. Grown men and acting like bunch of brats I swear down. Just wanted do shout and slap all of them idiots. Hope they all get kicked out for this stupidity. And them guys who are normally pretty decent and yet still went a long with their bullshit.. you going to get some lecture tomorrow. 

Damn, I'm so annoyed with them. 

People are not the same with one another, nor are their beliefs. If we don't understand someone it is probably because we haven't been in a similar situation. In that case we could always let the other side explain. We all have our reasons which could make sense to anybody who bothers to listen. Ignorance is never the key, it's not good to judge without a research and knowledge.
That being said, I wanted to talk about something what I kind of have an experience on and yet, still don't understand. Who knows maybe some one could explain. Or maybe someone could see my side of thinking.
A lot of people tend to make fun of religions and people who believe in God. So called 'atheists'. I used to be one myself when I was a teenager... well kind of. Anyway, I was thinking the other day that if you are an atheist, you don't believe in God, you don't believe that there is life after death, you don't believe that us humans have a purpose on this life and so on. So what do they believe in? What makes them get out of bed every morning and... live. The life is kind of dull, isn't it. As a child you spend your life in school trying to educate yourself and whole your adult life is spent on working. Okay, the weekends you get drunk, hang with your friends and have some fun but is that all in life? Don't they stop for a second and think if there's more in it. Don't they think of their purpose.
As I said before I used to be like that on a period in my life but I was constantly trying to figure out my purpose. I was always trying to find a reason on what I am doing. Quite often I didn't find the motivation to get out of the bed and do what everybody else do. Because if this life is all that there is then why do I bother? Why do I keep doing things I don't enjoy rather than just waste my life on 'having fun'.
Now as a religious person I feel that without it my life would be empty and I would be stuck in the a certain stage.  Islam gives me a reason to live my life. And to live it in a good way, to do good, to try to be a good person because I know my deeds are taken into account and they don't stay hidden. To say thanks even if I feel that life is hard but to always believe in a better. Knowing that everything has a reason and an accident could lead to success. Always look and see the good things in my life, rather than getting lost in the bad. Islam gives me a reason to smile and knowledge that I'm not just a puppet born to die - I have a purpose!

Boyce Venue "We Found Love"

Koolijüts.

Oeh, nüüd hakkavad need kursusetööd ja asjad kuhjuma. Kuid kuna pole oma 3 aastat korralikult õpind (ja no kui korralikult enne sedagi õpitud sai), siis on kuidagi keeruline algust teha. Harjumise asi, tuleb end kooli ellu korralikult sisse elada järelikult. Tore on ikka :)

Ashhadu an la ilaha ill Allah, wa ashhadu ana Muhammad ar-rasullallah! :)

Today I officially became a Muslimah!

Lately, when I mention that I don't drink the reaction is pretty much like "WHAT? but WHYYY?!". Like it's a major sin not to. Hello, it's a good thing you morons! :D 

Yes, if you are coming from the point that I used to love drinking and partying, I wouldn't say nothing. It's quite normal actually. I am surprised myself sometimes of the change I have made. But to ask 'why' like it's bad? 

Well, my apologies. To be honest with you it don't taste good, I'd rather stick to some nice juice. It costs hell of a lot of money and, frankly, I'd rather spend that money on things I need and actually like. It does make you feel good for a time being (not always, though) but what comes in the morning or if you over drink is not that fascinating. I'm supposed to have fun when drunk but I'm not sure if I can call it fun if the next morning I feel too embarrassed. Getting links with guys in clubs ain't for me no more either. 

Drinking is more bad to people than good. You can have your fun and then make 10 stupid mistakes to regret for years to come, yay! 

Sorry, for being horrible and not drinking.. and I'm proud of myself!