neljapäev, 8. detsember 2011

Never thought that I would face such idiots in the Uni! Thought this is a place for mature people but apparently I was wrong. Bare kindergarten crap going on there. 

Maybe when I was a teenager I found it hilarious if someone came school drunk but c'moon, it's time to grow up. Guys in our school are still in that teenage stage. And not only do they come school, get drunk yeah, they bother everybody and drag more and more people into this sh!t. Once one of their FRIENDS got so drunk that he was throwing up and passed out at the hallway, them lot find it funny?! WTF?! What an idiot do you have to be. And then shouting all over the place that it ain't your fault because you didn't hold a bullet on his head. You know what, you probably didn't and he shouldn't have such a week boy to go along with it but you are his friend and if you get your friend drunk (whether its your fault or not) you take care of him and make sure he don't get into trouble. You don't laugh and spread the word that there's something to see at the main entrance. And at the end of the day if it wasn't for you lot he wouldn't have drank. Let's be honest here. Grown men and acting like bunch of brats I swear down. Just wanted do shout and slap all of them idiots. Hope they all get kicked out for this stupidity. And them guys who are normally pretty decent and yet still went a long with their bullshit.. you going to get some lecture tomorrow. 

Damn, I'm so annoyed with them. 

teisipäev, 6. detsember 2011

People are not the same with one another, nor are their beliefs. If we don't understand someone it is probably because we haven't been in a similar situation. In that case we could always let the other side explain. We all have our reasons which could make sense to anybody who bothers to listen. Ignorance is never the key, it's not good to judge without a research and knowledge.
That being said, I wanted to talk about something what I kind of have an experience on and yet, still don't understand. Who knows maybe some one could explain. Or maybe someone could see my side of thinking.
A lot of people tend to make fun of religions and people who believe in God. So called 'atheists'. I used to be one myself when I was a teenager... well kind of. Anyway, I was thinking the other day that if you are an atheist, you don't believe in God, you don't believe that there is life after death, you don't believe that us humans have a purpose on this life and so on. So what do they believe in? What makes them get out of bed every morning and... live. The life is kind of dull, isn't it. As a child you spend your life in school trying to educate yourself and whole your adult life is spent on working. Okay, the weekends you get drunk, hang with your friends and have some fun but is that all in life? Don't they stop for a second and think if there's more in it. Don't they think of their purpose.
As I said before I used to be like that on a period in my life but I was constantly trying to figure out my purpose. I was always trying to find a reason on what I am doing. Quite often I didn't find the motivation to get out of the bed and do what everybody else do. Because if this life is all that there is then why do I bother? Why do I keep doing things I don't enjoy rather than just waste my life on 'having fun'.
Now as a religious person I feel that without it my life would be empty and I would be stuck in the a certain stage.  Islam gives me a reason to live my life. And to live it in a good way, to do good, to try to be a good person because I know my deeds are taken into account and they don't stay hidden. To say thanks even if I feel that life is hard but to always believe in a better. Knowing that everything has a reason and an accident could lead to success. Always look and see the good things in my life, rather than getting lost in the bad. Islam gives me a reason to smile and knowledge that I'm not just a puppet born to die - I have a purpose!

reede, 28. oktoober 2011

Koolijüts.

Oeh, nüüd hakkavad need kursusetööd ja asjad kuhjuma. Kuid kuna pole oma 3 aastat korralikult õpind (ja no kui korralikult enne sedagi õpitud sai), siis on kuidagi keeruline algust teha. Harjumise asi, tuleb end kooli ellu korralikult sisse elada järelikult. Tore on ikka :)

laupäev, 1. oktoober 2011

Ashhadu an la ilaha ill Allah, wa ashhadu ana Muhammad ar-rasullallah! :)

Today I officially became a Muslimah!

kolmapäev, 21. september 2011

Lately, when I mention that I don't drink the reaction is pretty much like "WHAT? but WHYYY?!". Like it's a major sin not to. Hello, it's a good thing you morons! :D 
Yes, if you are coming from the point that I used to love drinking and partying, I wouldn't say nothing. It's quite normal actually. I am surprised myself sometimes of the change I have made. But to ask 'why' like it's bad? 
Well, my apologies. To be honest with you it don't taste good, I'd rather stick to some nice juice. It costs hell of a lot of money and, frankly, I'd rather spend that money on things I need and actually like. It does make you feel good for a time being (not always, though) but what comes in the morning or if you over drink is not that fascinating. I'm supposed to have fun when drunk but I'm not sure if I can call it fun if the next morning I feel too embarrassed. Getting links with guys in clubs ain't for me no more either. 
Drinking is more bad to people than good. You can have your fun and then make 10 stupid mistakes to regret for years to come, yay! 
Sorry, for being horrible and not drinking.. and I'm proud of myself! 

esmaspäev, 12. september 2011


R.I.P. the 2,976 Americans that lost their lives on 9/11 and R.I.P. the 48,644 Afghanis, 1,690,903 Iraqis and 37,000 Pakistanis along the border that paid the ultimate price for a crime they did not commit.


p.s

pühapäev, 11. september 2011

It just doesn't make sense to me how people can see all the signs, all the stories and all the facts. Hear all those things what have been said around them and yet not wonder whether there is an actual background, if it's true. How come they never ask questions? They never want to find out and see what's really going on. Never try to see outside of the box.
Blindly believe everything they used to believe and never change their ways, maybe because it's easier and more comfortable.
But as it's said some of us hearts are sealed and will always be sealed.

laupäev, 10. september 2011

teisipäev, 16. august 2011

Hijab


Many people, well most of the people I know, see Hijab as something that is used to oppress or control women in Islam. They think that Hijab is something forced on women by men and that it's taking away their freedom. To be very honest, that is what I used to believe as well. Even when learning about Islam I never thought I would wear Hijab but now I'm thinking "why not?".
If you'd ever ask a Muslim woman why do they wear it, I don't think that any of them would answer that their man is forcing them. There probably is women who do it by force. But the real Muslimahs who really love Islam would actually FIGHT their man to wear it. I mean, if their husband would tell them not to, they would still wear it. In that case, how is it controlling them, how is it oppressing them? 
The problem is that people don't try to understand it and they don't like their own society and ideas to be criticised.
If you thin about it, isn't fashion actually controlling us. Telling us what to wear. Making us pay a fortune on new season clothes. Making us feeling concious if we dare to go out with clothes out of fashion. Wearing clothes we don't feel comfortable in because they are too tight, or show too much when we sit down, shoes which make us cry because they are so painful to wear and way too high. Wear make-up, lots of make up, to look pretty. Making our appearance so important!
After spending so much energy on how we look, we ask people to see us for who we are inside, not outside.
How is that freedom? We are all controlled by men who make fashion happen. We eat from their hand and think we are independent, free women.
Wearing a Hijab is not only about covering your hair with a scarf but to dress modestly. In that way, can other see how much money you have? Can they be blinded by your beauty? These distractions are taken away, so there is nothing left but to see you for YOU. People can judge you for your personality and what you do, not for how you look.
And yes, a Muslimah should show their beauty for their husbands only. Why? But why would you want to look attractive to anybody else but your husband? That is the only person who should matter.
I personally feel uncomfortable when random people on street try to chat me up, stare at me or make sleazy comments. Plus, I know so many girls who say that they would like a man like them for their personality rather than their looks only. Because beauty is not forever, and liking someone for their appearance is shallow, isn't it. But why do you make it so easy for people to see your looks before your heart.
Hijab has so much more to it than just covering your hair! It gives a woman so much more freedom than fashion ever could. It also teaches us discipline.

Even though, I don't wear a Hijab myself yet, Inshalla I will start soon! :)

reede, 12. august 2011

Simply tired. How much more can a lil' gal like me take.

neljapäev, 11. august 2011

You say that you love rain,
but you open your umbrella when it rains. 
You say that you love the sun,
but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.
You say that you love the wind,
but you close your windows when the wind blows.
This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too. 


- William Shakespeare

teisipäev, 9. august 2011

Ramadan - fasting & health.

Most Submitters (Muslims) do not fast because of medical benefits but because it has been ordained to them in the Quran. The medical benefits of fasting are as a result of fasting.

Fasting in general has been used in medicine for medical reasons including weight management, for rest of the digestive tract and for lowering lipids. There are many adverse effects of total fasting as well as so-called crash diets. Islamic fasting is different from such diet plans because in Ramadan fasting, there is no malnutrition or inadequate calorie intake. The caloric intake of Muslims during Ramadan is at or slightly below the national requirement guidelines. In addition, the fasting in Ramadan is voluntarily taken and is not a prescribed imposition from the physician.

Ramadan is a month of self-regulation and self-training, with the hope that this training will last beyond the end of Ramadan. If the lessons learned during Ramadan, whether in terms of dietary intake or righteousness, are carried on after Ramadan, it is beneficial for one’s entire life. Moreover, the type of food taken during Ramadan does not have any selective criteria of crash diets such as those which are protein only or fruit only type diets. Everything that is permissible is taken in moderate quantities.

The only difference between Ramadan and total fasting is the timing of the food; during Ramadan, we basically miss lunch and take an early breakfast and do not eat until dusk. Abstinence from water during this period is not bad at all and in fact, it causes concentration of all fluids within the body, producing slight dehydration. The body has its own water conservation mechanism; in fact, it has been shown that slight dehydration and water conservation, at least in plant life, improve their longevity.

The physiological effect of fasting includes lower of blood sugar, lowering of cholesterol and lowering of the systolic blood pressure. In fact, Ramadan fasting would be an ideal recommendation for treatment of mild to moderate, stable, non-insulin diabetes, obesity and essential hypertension. In 1994 the first International Congress on "Health and Ramadan," held in Casablanca, entered 50 research papers from all over the world, from Muslim and non-Muslim researchers who have done extensive studies on the medical ethics of fasting. While improvement in many medical conditions was noted; however, in no way did fasting worsen any patients’ health or baseline medical condition. On the other hand, patients who are suffering from severe diseases, whether diabetes or coronary artery disease, kidney stones, etc., are exempt from fasting and should not try to fast.

There are psychological effects of fasting as well. There is a peace and tranquility for those who fast during the month of Ramadan. Personal hostility is at a minimum, and the crime rate decreases. ... This psychological improvement could be related to better stabilization of blood glucose during fasting as hypoglycemia after eating, aggravates behavior changes. ... Similarly, recitation of the Quran not only produces a tranquility of heart and mind, but improves the memory.

[2:185] Ramadan is the month during which the Quran was revealed, providing guidance for the people, clear teachings, and the statute book. Those of you who witness this month shall fast therein. Those who are ill or traveling may substitute the same number of other days. GOD wishes for you convenience, not hardship, that you may fulfill your obligations, and to glorify GOD for guiding you, and to express your appreciation.

Benefits of fasting:

The process of decomposing and eliminating waste toxic materials by means of Islamic fasting can improve or even cure the above mentioned diseases and other ones such as : cardiovascular and circulatory diseases, diseases of digestive system, diseases of the locomotor system including rheumatism, respiratory system diseases including asthma, and the early stage of malignant diseases like cancer.
1.      1)  All mucus diseases such as colds, flu, asthma, hay fever, sinus and bronchial troubles are rapidly dissolved and eliminated from the body, leaving the user free from the varied allergies which cause difficult breathing and clogging of the sinus cavities…. I.E: My aunty used to be a patient that suffered from a severe asthma for 2 decades or 3. When she was over 50 she decided to observe the sunna fasting (every Monday and Thursday). As a result, she was thoroughly cured after a period of time.
2.       2) The types of diseases that are a result of calcium deposits in the joints, muscles, cells, and glands are readily dissolved and removed from the body. Cholesterol deposits in the arteries and veins also respond to the cleansing power of fasting (p13).
3.      3) Fasting can be used to normalize our weight. As our common sense says, weight reduction is achieved by fasting, along with other health benefits. There are many diet programs using an unbalanced diet that can be dangerous for our health. Fasting is a natural way to normalize our body weight.
4.      4) Fasting dissolves all unnecessary and unnatural fat deposits all over the body and the body is relieved of a tremendous burden.
5.      5) When we fast for a few days, the stomach shrinks to its normal size and the hungry feeling gradually fades away. When we go back to the normal diet, we won’t have exaggerated hunger and won’t overeat (Bragg & Bragg, 1999).
6.      6) Surprisingly enough, fasting programs can be used for underweight people who cannot gain weight even if they stuff themselves with many fattening foods. The cause of both overweight and underweight is a nutritionally unbalanced diet. “People are not nourished in proportion to amount of food they eat, but in proportion to how much they digest and assimilate” (Bragg & Bragg, 1999, p120). Thus what underweight people need is exactly what overweight people need revitalizing the digestive and assimilative systems to work efficiently.
7.      7) As metabolism is improved through fasting, the body recuperates the capability to assimilate proteins, fats, carbohydrates, starches, sugars, minerals, vitamins and all other essential nutrients necessary because all organs work properly after fasting.
8.      8) The human body uses the skin as a secondary eliminative organ. Because conditions such as boils, abscesses, carbuncles, and pimples are the body’s effort to eliminate poisons, skin problems also disappear as the rest of the body is cleansed (Burroughs, 1976).
9.      9) The stomach, intestines and colon are given a complete rest by the fast and are enabled to repair damaged structures. Piles, proctitis, colitis, appendicitis, enteritis, enteric fever (typhoid), gastritis, etc., speedily recover under the fast. The alimentary tract becomes practically free of bacteria during a fast. The small intestines become sterile.
10  10) It renew cells, in other words, those who fast look younger than those who don’t. Amazingly, when someone looks at the face of a 40-year-old Muslim woman who reared eight children, they might think she is under 30.
Obviously, this is due mainly to fasting.
Finally, fasting can help people to break addictions to harmful substances: tobacco, drugs, alcohol, tea, coffee, and other habit-forming beverages. Fasting leads our body to get rid of stored poisons, including addictive substances, and we lose our craving and tolerance for them. Thus after fasting we will feel nausea or sometimes have attacks of vomiting, “nature’s purge” if taking addictive substances.

Paljud inimesed arvavad, et paastumine on tervisele kahjulik. See, mis ma siia lisasin on t6estatud aga teadlaste poolt. Not so bad after all! Lisaks v6in 8elda, et Koraanis poleks sellist asja, kui see meile kahjulik kuidagi moodi oleks. 



esmaspäev, 8. august 2011

London has lost its mind!!!

..and the rest of the UK follows.

laupäev, 6. august 2011

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

- Marilyn Monroe
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect girls don’t exist, but there’s always one that is perfect for you"

"The winds that sometimes take something we love, are the same that bring us something we learn to love. Therefore we should not cry about something that was taken from us, but, yes, love what we have been given. Because what is really ours is never gone forever."

- Bob Marley

kolmapäev, 3. august 2011

Demi Lovato "Skyscraper"


Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
to watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yea--ohh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh Ohhhh!
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper

Katy B "Easy Please Me"


Standing at the bar with my friend Olivia
We were trying our best to catch up
That's when he walked over, said I'd like to get to know you
But all I could say was, look, I'm sorry love
You see, I've had difficulties too many times before
And right now it's not really my thing
He said just give me two minutes of your time
And tell me would you like me to be your friend

It's not that easy, it's not that easy
These days can't find a man to please me
Their lines are far too cheesy
No boy is on a level, believe me
No boy is on a level, believe me
These days can't find a man to please me
No boy is on a level, believe me
These days can't find a man to please me

You don't have to have a lot of money,
All you got to have is fire burning deep in your soul
If you have a dream for something that you love
I'll support you, yeah I'll play my role
Now I won't call you twenty times a day
'Cause I've got my own shit to do
When you see my name flashing on your phone
I want you to feel butterflies coming on through

It's not that easy, it's not that easy
These days can't find a man to please me
Their lines are far too cheesy
No boy is on a level, believe me
No boy is on a level, believe me
These days can't find a man to please me
No boy is on a level, believe me
These days can't find a man to please me

Now one thing I can't stand is arrogance
There's no way that we would ever get along
But one thing I love is confidence
And humility to know when you've been wrong
Now I love a bad boy mentality
But I don't want to be visiting no jail
Just know if there's someone out there mocking me
Be my gangster when it's time to get real

It's not that easy, it's not that easy
These days can't find a man to please me
Their lines are far too cheesy
No boy is on a level, believe me
No boy is on a level, believe me
These days can't find a man to please me, no
Oh these days I can't find my, my easy please me 

* * *

Just likin' the lyrics and vid :) 

reede, 15. juuli 2011

Different people's reaction to something they really like (think something is beautiful):
British: "Wow, this is BEAUTIFULLLLL!"
Italian: "This is very very very VERY B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L!!!!!!!!!!!"
Estonian: "It's nice"

Tehee, tuli meelde :D

teisipäev, 5. juuli 2011


Bahabek men galby! :)

Chris Brown ft. Benny Benassi "Beautiful People"

Eemal olemine on vist kõige parem silmade avaja. Või on lihtsalt aeg meid muutnud? Natuke mõlemat, ma arvan.

kolmapäev, 22. juuni 2011

Lupe Fiasco "Words I Never Said"



It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshit
Just a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover ups
Your childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, that's on the up and up
Keep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move it so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the fucks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that ain't Jersey Shore, homie that's the news
And these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
That's why I ain't vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

Now you can say it ain't our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!
And you are not observant
And you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac ain't gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, ain't gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factor
Pills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss a payment
They can take your home away!

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion that's why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it to
I’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

Home sick..

I used to say that I don't get homesick, I just don't. Well, I was in denial.
I miss home, I miss my family - my Mum, my Dad, my Brother, my Cat!!! Because I love them and sometimes I feel sad that I can't see them when ever I feel like.

Tyler Ward "The Rescue"



This beats any video on MTV for sure ;)

neljapäev, 16. juuni 2011

laupäev, 11. juuni 2011

T. A. says
jama jah...tal nagu mingi haige mäng et peab kasvama ja kasvama....haige mees
T. A. says
rahunegu maha


Hihi, jah Risto, rahune maha oma kasvamisega :D :)



laupäev, 4. juuni 2011

"Since we all came from a women, got our name from a women, and our game from a women. I wonder why we take from women, why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think its time we killed for our women, be real to our women, try to heal our women, cus if we dont we'll have a race of babies that will hate the ladies, who make the babies. And since a man can't make one he has no right to tell a women when and where to create one"
— Tupac Shakur

laupäev, 7. mai 2011

I'm happy that after the year we've been together it still feels like we're one of those fresh couples who are sooo in love (I do know that a year ain't all that long but it is enough time for lots of couples to loose their 'spark'). I'm happy that I don't see myself with no one but you. And I'm happy that I still want the whole world to know that you are mine. I can hug you, put my hand around you or simply hold your hand on the street. Kiss you just because I missed the softness of your lips (after every 10 seconds). I'm happy that sitting on a couch we're always cuddled up in one corner no matter how much room we have. And we wouldn't sit on separate couches because that is simply too far. I'm happy that you still look at me like I'm the most gorgeous girl in the whole wide world and you can't believe you got me. I'm happy that you still make them butterflies in my tummy go wild. I'm happy that every time we see each other it makes our day and we keep hugging for ages even though we haven't seen each other for few hours only. I'm happy that your hug feels like the best, safest and softest place on earth. And I'm happy that when we fight it feels like the whole world crushed down on us and we feel so alone, helpless because that makes us forget about our stupid fight and stubborness and make up. I'm happy that I can't see my life without you in it. That the love I feel for you still keeps growing.
And I can't say how happy I am because I know you feel the same. 

neljapäev, 21. aprill 2011

Quik catch-up.

L6puks, peale pikka vingumist ja n2rvide n*ssimist sai t88koht pikalt saadetud. Isegi kui mind igap2evsaelt ymber veenda yritati, j2in ikka endale kindlaks. Nyyd vaid pean j2rgmine n2dal kaks korda sinna n2gu n2itama ja jumalaaga nendega. Te ei kujuta ette kui hea tunne see on. See polnud lihtsalt normaalne, mis seal toimus. Ega sealt ilma asjata k6ik peale 1te kuud  minema ei lasnud, ning mina olin ainuke loll, kes seal pysis. Muidugi seda ei hinnata v6i ei austata. Ma sain ikka topelt koguses peavalu. Ja nagu ylemusest veel v2he oleks olnud, siis yks tont otsustas tihti peale, et kui tal on paha tuju, peab k6igil vell halvem tuju olema. Normaalne kui lampi su peale karjutakse.. selle eest, et palud inimesel oma t88d teha pmtslt :D .. crazytown, I'm tellin u.
Igatahes, mul on uus t88! Juba teine p2ev oli t2na :) Palk on kehvem ja blabla, aga seltskond on nagu miljoneid kordi parem. Kuigi ma pole veel 100% kindel, et ma ka sinna j22n, aga siiski. Peale lahkumis avalduse andmist tunnen ma end p2ev p2evalt paremini, juba nagu p2ris inimese tunne on. 
Jah, tore tore tore on. 

P.s sorry numbrite ja yyy'de p2rast, mul pole t2pi t2hti selles arvtuis :S:D N2eb v2lja nagu mingi pubekas oleks trykkind :D .. 
   

esmaspäev, 21. märts 2011

Robin Thicke "Lost Without U"




"Lost Without U"

Im lost without u
Cant help myself
How does it feel
2 know that I love u baby

Tell me how u love me more
And how u think Im sexy baby
That u dont want nobody else
U dont want this guy u dont want that guy u wanna
Touch yourself when u see me
Tell me how u love my body
And how I make u feel baby
U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love 2 hear u say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me u depend on me
I need 2 hear it

Im lost without u
Cant help myself
How does it feel
2 know that I love u baby

Baby youre the perfect shape
Baby youre the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way I want it that way I want it
Tell me u dont want me 2 stop
Tell me it would break your heart
That u love me and all my dirty
U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me
U wanna make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love 2 hear u say it
It makes a man feel good baby

Im lost without u
Cant help myself
How does it feel
2 know that I love u baby 

reede, 4. märts 2011

Sad Princess :D



"My prince go to DisneyWorld. He's staying there. Playing around. Going on a spinning wheel. I can't see him to save me anymore. I can't"

teisipäev, 1. märts 2011

Ongi Eestis käidud.. täna lähen kodo tagasi.

Oli tore.
Tsau!

:D

neljapäev, 17. veebruar 2011

Plaanide muutus.
Olen Eestis 23.02 kuni 1.03 ainult.

esmaspäev, 14. veebruar 2011

Damian Marley ft. Nas "Patience"



'Millegi p2rast' on video juutuubist kadunud, aga egas vist paljud sellele pihta nii kui nii ei saaks. Las olla siis lauluke lihtsalt.

neljapäev, 20. jaanuar 2011

Esimene aasta sai täna :)

kolmapäev, 12. jaanuar 2011

Ma pole eriti suure egoga ja olen koguaeg teadnud, et mul ei ole palju sõpru, keda ma väga kotiksin. Mis siis, nii on. Natuke kurb on küll nüüd avastada, kuidas needki, keda oma sõpradeks pean ja eeldasin, et ma neile korda lähen, sulle selja keeravad ning igat su sammu kritiseerivad selle asemel, et toetada või isegi aega võtta, et mõista või midagi. Kahju, aga mis seal ikka.

Ma olen ikka õnnelik, isegi kui mul sõpru pole :D .. sest mul on hooliv pere ja hooliv mees ja elu on lill, ha in ur face! :D

neljapäev, 6. jaanuar 2011

Genialistid "Leekiv Armastus"




Võin mängida sinuga saunas
võin lebada sinuga teki all
oled Floora või oled Faunas
pole tähtis, oled tõele nii lähedal


Võin kukkuda just nagu kivi
võin diktoriks hakata ETV-s
Palun ütle mis on sinu nimi
mina olen mees


Ma ei löö sind, sest ainult mina tean, 
mis sul päriselt haiget teeb
Sa ei usu mind, kuidas ma su sisse näen
ja see ehk ongi hea või..


Võin olla päev läbi su kõrval
võin helistada kaubandus keskusest
võin kõõluda maailma serval
võime rääkida tühistest asjadest


Võin olla su mina ja teine
ma võin olla su akude laadija
ja võib-olla s hommiku eine
või kraadiklaas


Ma ei armasta sind, sest ainult mina tean,
kuidas see haiget teeb
Sa ei aimagi, mis minust sinu sisse jääb
ja see ehk ongi hea või..

kolmapäev, 5. jaanuar 2011

Mulle meeldis Timmy iga aastane new year resolution.. see oli midagi sellist, et lõpeta aasta parema inimesena ning suuremate saavutustega, kui eelnev aasta.

I might need to copy this one.

Ja siis..
See aasta Kätu lubab, et ta lõpuks vahetab töö millegi parema vastu!
Ja käib koolis ja teeb oma kolm eksamit ja kursusetöö ära, ha. Muid toredaid asju ka kindlasti ;)

pühapäev, 2. jaanuar 2011

Justin Timberland "Seniorita"



Head muusikat tehti kunagi! :D
Kätu jõulud olid ilusad ja armsad. Olime musiga kodus, tegime head ja paremat süüa, ta sõber käis külas ja kuuse all olid kingitused kaa. Kingituste varjamine ja salaja kuuse alla sokutaimne oli maru vahva. Öösel kell kolm ärkasin üles ja sättisin nad ilusti puu alla ning kui hommikul avastasin, et natule rohkem oli kingitusi, kui ma sinna panin, ehee.
Aastavahetus oli täis draama. Aga no vähemalt saime musiga Londonist välja ja nii edasi.
Naljakas on, kuidas osad inimesed on nii ahned, tänamatud ning endast mingil olematul põhjusel maru hästi arvavad.

Ja nüüd tagasi tööle ja ootame, kuni puhkusele saame :) .. see aasta on ju college juba varsti.