neljapäev, 8. detsember 2011

Never thought that I would face such idiots in the Uni! Thought this is a place for mature people but apparently I was wrong. Bare kindergarten crap going on there. 

Maybe when I was a teenager I found it hilarious if someone came school drunk but c'moon, it's time to grow up. Guys in our school are still in that teenage stage. And not only do they come school, get drunk yeah, they bother everybody and drag more and more people into this sh!t. Once one of their FRIENDS got so drunk that he was throwing up and passed out at the hallway, them lot find it funny?! WTF?! What an idiot do you have to be. And then shouting all over the place that it ain't your fault because you didn't hold a bullet on his head. You know what, you probably didn't and he shouldn't have such a week boy to go along with it but you are his friend and if you get your friend drunk (whether its your fault or not) you take care of him and make sure he don't get into trouble. You don't laugh and spread the word that there's something to see at the main entrance. And at the end of the day if it wasn't for you lot he wouldn't have drank. Let's be honest here. Grown men and acting like bunch of brats I swear down. Just wanted do shout and slap all of them idiots. Hope they all get kicked out for this stupidity. And them guys who are normally pretty decent and yet still went a long with their bullshit.. you going to get some lecture tomorrow. 

Damn, I'm so annoyed with them. 

teisipäev, 6. detsember 2011

People are not the same with one another, nor are their beliefs. If we don't understand someone it is probably because we haven't been in a similar situation. In that case we could always let the other side explain. We all have our reasons which could make sense to anybody who bothers to listen. Ignorance is never the key, it's not good to judge without a research and knowledge.
That being said, I wanted to talk about something what I kind of have an experience on and yet, still don't understand. Who knows maybe some one could explain. Or maybe someone could see my side of thinking.
A lot of people tend to make fun of religions and people who believe in God. So called 'atheists'. I used to be one myself when I was a teenager... well kind of. Anyway, I was thinking the other day that if you are an atheist, you don't believe in God, you don't believe that there is life after death, you don't believe that us humans have a purpose on this life and so on. So what do they believe in? What makes them get out of bed every morning and... live. The life is kind of dull, isn't it. As a child you spend your life in school trying to educate yourself and whole your adult life is spent on working. Okay, the weekends you get drunk, hang with your friends and have some fun but is that all in life? Don't they stop for a second and think if there's more in it. Don't they think of their purpose.
As I said before I used to be like that on a period in my life but I was constantly trying to figure out my purpose. I was always trying to find a reason on what I am doing. Quite often I didn't find the motivation to get out of the bed and do what everybody else do. Because if this life is all that there is then why do I bother? Why do I keep doing things I don't enjoy rather than just waste my life on 'having fun'.
Now as a religious person I feel that without it my life would be empty and I would be stuck in the a certain stage.  Islam gives me a reason to live my life. And to live it in a good way, to do good, to try to be a good person because I know my deeds are taken into account and they don't stay hidden. To say thanks even if I feel that life is hard but to always believe in a better. Knowing that everything has a reason and an accident could lead to success. Always look and see the good things in my life, rather than getting lost in the bad. Islam gives me a reason to smile and knowledge that I'm not just a puppet born to die - I have a purpose!