So would I be out of line, If I said I miss you.

I don't get it. How people who were always there for you can just forget about you. Like you ment nothing at all to them. At the same time they mean so much to you. Seems so easy to just step out of my life. Like it was nothing. Maybe it isn't. They probably don't even realise how this may hurt me. It seems like they doesn't even notice. Like I wasn't even part of their life.
Yea, this is all about one certain person rightnow but there are others in the past. This one person made me feel like I was improtant to him. Like really important. It's so hard to think that.. everything he said was just words. They ment nothing? Why would you even bother to say things you don't mean. Maybe it's just me who doesn't get it. Õõh, I think so much of him lately. Can't do anything about it. And I don't want to let go. I don't know why he means so much to me. But he just does.
All I really want to say is.. I quess it's that I miss him really bad. I miss staying up late just to chat with him. I miss how even while clubbing i was thinking about him and wanted to talk to him. How he made me smile by just texting me. I just miss you.
I shoult let go, tho. I didn't even notice before how many posts are about him. Last one I hope.

I seriously have no idea why this post is in english.